b-gizzle

brandonadams @ 2005-05-03T14:49:00

2005-05-03T19:50:15Z

prom pictures

yea.. we had fun...

brandonadams @ 2005-05-01T12:27:00

2005-05-01T17:38:47Z

where should i start..

this past week has been kinda crazie.. all this prom stuff has been going on.. everyones been real excited.. i have been.. skip out day was friday so me and my friends decided we'd go out to last call in thib thursday night.. ah it was a blast.. it was me jason bobby jordan and justin.. we went out .. got wasted.. went mess with the niggers at mcdonalds at 3 in the mornin.. then went eat at ihop... i didnt end up getting home and in my bed untill early the next morning.. i stayed up cuz i didnt wanna have to wake up to bring my sister to school.. so i guessi got to bed around.. almost 8 o'clock..

the next day the majority of terrebonne skipped out.. i tried to sleep late but that all got fucked up with lauren came to visit me arunod 11.. we hung out for a while and i didnt do much the rest of the day.. that night me and ross and ashley went visit one of me and ross's old friends allie lopez.. we havent seen her in a while so it was nice to hang out with her again.. i ended up asleep before 11 on a friday.. thats got to be a first.. ross came over at 2-3 that morning and woke me up cuz i was hogging the bed. fuck you ross.. lol.

saturday was prom day... all morning me and ross ran around doing all that little prom shit you have to do.. and then damen came hang out with us the rest of the afternoon till prom.. me and ross went pick up the girls around 530ish we went take pictures then we were off to taco bell where we ate our prom dinner.. from there we parked in a parking lot down the road from the dance and i took out the funnel.. needless to say i went to the dance a little tipsy and it was a good time.. the teachers and faculty members must have known.. but i guess they all love me so much that they didnt say anything.. i love my school.. we left the dance around 1130 and did absolutely nothing for a while.. everyone seemed like they wanted to go home so i took misty home then dropped ross and ashley off at ashleys.. from there i went to a party and hung out till sometime around 4.. then went pick up ross from ashley.. came home and went to sleep..

and thats when i come to where i am now.. im sitting in my computer chair typing all of this bullshit that no one will probably read anyway.. but it gives me somethin to do.. see 7 minutes passed while i was writing this..

well im out

brandonadams @ 2005-04-20T15:42:00

2005-04-20T20:48:10Z

well i could make this a long catch up entry but i really dont feel like it..

i wouldnt say things have been going well lately..

i got fired.. but. yet.. doesnt disapoint me..
my cars not painted yet..
bens punished forever..
proms comin up and i didnt realize it was next weekend..
and a bunch of other gay shit's been happenin..

im about to rid myself from the crazie mishaps of life..

anyone who knows me knows i usually dont let shit get to me..
i dont even know whats wrong with me.. ive been pissed off for like
the last week and im not sure why.. its not like me to not live life like theres no tomorrow.. usuall im the one keeping people up.. but i guess i cant always carry other peoples problems..

i know im sad and pathetic..

yall come back nah..

last day before school..

2005-04-03T17:28:54Z

tomorrow school starts up.. and as we all know brandon adams hates school.. although this year it hasnt been what you would call a difficult year.. i just hate going.. i think school would be alot more enjoyable if we didnt have to wake up so damn early.. why not go to school 9-5.. it wouldnt bother me.

so much has gone on this spring break i cant rememeber it all.. it was great..i cant say one bad thing happened.. got drunk.. got closer to my boys.. got a new wonderful girlfriend who ive been spending alot of time with.. its really all prety much perfect..

alot of people live life like.. so much is wrong.. so many bad things happen to them.. well bad things happen to everyone.. the thing that makes everyone different is how they carry themselves and deal with the problems they are delt.. i know a million people.. no names.. that walk through life worrying what people think.. and talking about how bad they have it.. i personally dont give a shit how bad anyone has it.. because i promise you.. theres a million people out there that have it way worse than you could ever dream of.. i think i found out the reason im always happy.. its because i got past the part of my life when i dont care what people think.. i dont care what people think about my friends, girlfriend, my car.. if you dont like me or somethin associated with me.. then who fuckin cares.. honestly..

i wanna congradulate my boy jacob on becoming newly released into the single life.. may your love life blossum.. may you get alot of girls.. and may you not catch one single std..

i dont think anyone realizes how bad it is.. but there is going to be a prety big fight comin up.. for everyone who doesnt know it.. jacob hates john.. and he will fight him.. its coming.. jacob is one of my best friends so theres no way i'ma let him get jumped.. but all of johns friends say they wont let john get beat up and they are gunna jump in.. well im friend with ryan and all the rest of johns friends.. and im definately not gunna stand there and watch jacob get beat up.. besides JE'AN GUILLORY is on jacobs side.. who on earth would want to fight that beast.. i wish i wouldnt have to pick sides.. but i guess you have to do what you have to do..

brandonadams @ 2005-03-31T12:30:00

2005-03-31T18:47:34Z

im slackin on this updating thing.. i never have time to.. im always busy.. and i when i have time to do it.. im too lazy..

spring break has been prety great actually.. started off with me working every.. single.. day.. even easter day.. i had to work 10-4.. but i dont care.. i took off monday tuesday and wednesday.. i left out sunday afternoon after work to head up to grande isle with the guys.. me and nick freestyled the whole way up there.. quite enjoyable.. when we finally got up there.. all the guys were drunk as crap.. so me.. bein the guy i am.. wasnt goin go be left out.. i drank myself to sleep that nite.. laughing.. and talkin with the guys..

the next morning we woke up early.. we went eat at the newly renamed sand castle. and had some sandburgers.. when we got back to the camp around 9:30- 10:00.. we started up with the drinking.. i decided i was gunna drink some crown, bacardi superior, and coke.. so i made myself a nice little two liter drink, and headed down to the beach with the rest of the fellas.. peer pressure took over when the great je'an guillory and patrick convinced me to funnel the crown and bacardi.. needless to say.. i was hammered not long after that.. i dont remember much after that.. me nick ben and craka went walk down the beach.. goin look for the edw people.. but me and nick couldnt walk the whole way.. we got about 4-500 yards from patty's and decided it was too far.. we sat down for a minute.. and a few seconds into it.. we both passed out on the beach.. about an hour later i woke up.. could badrly move.. sunburnt as crap.. we couldnt find our way back for crap.. but when we finally did.. i started drinkin some more beer.. a few hours and many beers later.. the guy from htv showed up and wanted to video us.. i got to be on htv.. drunk as piss.. i definately slured all my words and didnt use correct grammer.. but hey.. whats new..

later that afternoon me and jacob went scouring up and down the coast for wood in his truck..we found some.. and brought it to dre's camp where we were greeted with absolutely nothing.. we got there and i think the first words i heard was go get that log over there.. but hey.. its ok.. that nite at the fire.. alot of drama came about...i honestly didnt think it was that big of a deal.. but evadently dre did.. she threw another one of her hissy fits and ran away.. while she was away i met her friend ryan.. he was an ok guy i guess.. not a fuckin queer like eric west.. god i hate that kid.. all was good and well at the end of the nite tho... me and dre never stay mad at eachother too long..

well thats enough about grande isle.. my fingers hurt and this entry is alredy really long..

on another note. me and carly are doin prety good.. i cant complain about that.. we hung out all last nite at bens.. it was a good time..some had a little more fun that others.. but all around a good nite..

im out.. halla

brandonadams @ 2005-03-24T07:45:00

2005-03-24T13:57:40Z

well its been a while since i updated.. so i figure while im not at school today.. i'll update.. its about 7:45 on the dot rite now.. everyone from my school is at school.. but while im still a vandy at heart.. i chose to have the same school year as yall.. when my boys arent at school.. im not at school.. so today there was a big rumor (well i hope it was a rumor) about some kid named chase jenkins bringin a gun to school.. kinda scary.. i guess so.. so when i went to school to drop off my little sister... they had about a million cops and shit.. i said.. fuck that. .i dont feel like gettin shot today.. maybe tomorrow..so me and all my friends were talkin about it.. and i came to the conclusion that if i saw one of those fuckers holding a gun.. and he shot me.. he better fuckin kill me cuz im comin after him.. especially if one of my best friends gets shot.. i'd have to do somethin.. or at least try.. cuz i personally dont bring guns to school.. maybe its just me. but it doesnt seem like a good place to bring em'.

on a lighter note.. grand isle is comin up this week.. im either leaving sunday nite.. or monday morning.. either way. its gunna be fun.. me and mcgaw are.. well what you might call set.. we got what we need.. supposidly carly and her friends are gunna be up there at the same time as us.. that should be fun.. get to spend alot of time with her.. that is if im not passed out..

tuesday was dre's birthday.. so today there doin this thing at her camp in dularge.. im not sure if i'ma be able to go or anything yet.. but i'ma try.. dre wanted me to bring carly and i thought that was really cool.. i actually found a girl that i havent heard bad things from people.. i have alot of close friends who tell me about girls.. three main ones.. misty dre and kristen fry.. for some reason they dont want to see me hurt.. i love my friends man..

i havent been doing much of anything lately besides working.. im workin like a hoss so i can finish my car.. its takin a lot out of me to work so much. but im makin alot of money.. i can do alot with money.. who cant.. i can take carly on dates.. pay for my friends if they dont have money.. paint my car. speaking of my car.. the other day i had a spur of the moment thing where i wanted to put tint on my car.. so i went after school.. got limo tint.. so no one can see what im doin in my car.. thats for when i pick up the black hookers on levron street.. i wont get slammed..

well im sure everyone is tired of reading this.. who wants to listen to my gay ass life stories anyways..

till next time..
peace out nigga

brandonadams @ 2005-03-13T11:43:00

2005-03-13T17:48:08Z

soo yea.. im back.. finally have a few minutes to please the few people that read my journal..

not too much has been goin on with me.. alot of working.. and alot of working on my car.. as everyones pretty much knows im changing the color of my car..

i started some prep work.. shaving the wing...

the emblems

and molding the side skirts..

besides that.. i been tryin to hang out with carly alot lately.. i saw her a few times this weekend.. and made a 230 in the mornin trip to thib to see her in the middle of the nite.. isnt she lucky.. no.. im the lucky one.. lol..

this weekend was definately in control.. nothing out of control happened.. its just a typical day in the life of a houmanian.. boring.. long.. miserable days.. well im out
later

brandonadams @ 2005-03-05T09:35:00

2005-03-05T15:35:42Z

well im just figuring out how to put pictures on here.. so heres my first one.. i went to import faceoff(a car show) last weekend and it was very interesting.. they had midget wrestling and what can i say.. it was great.. heres a pic of one of the midget's.. keep in mind.. i had a yellow hollister shirt on at the show...

brandonadams @ 2005-03-02T14:35:00

2005-03-02T20:43:22Z

not too much has been goin on lately..

supposidly a bunch of guys from hlb want to jump me.. im not sure why.. or what i did to them.. but they do.. tori told me they were jealous of me.. but i dont know how true that is... another reason was because i supposidly talked shit about them.. the only thing i ever said about them was that if they were gunna talk shit they should say it to my face... im tired of all this.. if they want to fight me they need to just fight me and get it over with..

on another note.. im gettin ready to do somethin real big to my car.. not too many people know.. but when i do.. i should put some people on there asses.. prety sure no one knows what im doin.. but we'll see.. hope it turns out good..

as far as girls go.. me and carly started hangin out.. plan on hanging out with her this weekend.. shes really cool and i hope to get to know her better..

im finally starting to be cool with all my ex's.. tori and dre talk to me now.. i guess im finally getting mature about it..

i think im finally maturing.. like.. i find that not alot of the shit that used to bother me does anymore... and that ive calmed down alot.. im still same old crazie brandon.. but i dont do all the stupid shit i used to do.. i havent gotten written up once this year.. as opposed to the 50-60 write ups i got last year..

i started workin at dats auto.. its prety cool.. i enjoy going there everyday..

well heres my update that i needed.. maybe i'll have a longer one later

brandonadams @ 2005-02-22T18:39:00

2005-02-23T00:41:23Z

i deleted my last few enties... too much drama.. toris friends must have nothing better to do than aggervate me.. i'm sure they'll leave a million messages to this.. oh well...

brandonadams @ 2005-02-09T02:47:00

2005-02-09T08:53:29Z

wow.. its been a while since i updated.. i have alot of shit to write.. but as i sit here with my good buddie bud light.. i dont really feel like talkin.. so heres the readers digest version..

mardi gras was awesome.. lots of fun little drama

got a new girl.. her name is tori for everyone who doesnt know her and shes really cool..

got drunk.. who woulda known..?

me and dre started talkin again.. sorta..

got some good compliments on my car.. ayy.. those never hurt..

talked to a ladie whos husband is a sports scout for auburn.. and hes coming watch me swim..

well thats prety much my whole life since i last updated.. way back in the wonder years..

this is my ginormus update.. halla

brandonadams @ 2005-01-27T14:33:00

2005-01-27T20:43:48Z

today was an interesting day.. i found out i was on the tableau court.. im a escort.. well as entising as that sounds i dont know how interested i am.. but i'll do it.. lol..

besides that i almost saw a fight between two of my friends.. i wasnt gunna stop them.. they were both alot stronger than me

oh yea.. today in chemistry.. we somehow got on the subject of nicknames.. becuase my teacher knows my mom and dad.. and she asked why they call my dad spoon.. well my dad's had that nickname since he was a little kid. so i came up with the bright idea to tell the teacher i had a nick name as well.. well i told my teacher my nickname was skeet skeet and she believed me.. so now my whole class and my teacher call me skeet skeet.. how wonderful..

i think im goin meet dre somewhere, in a neutral zone, to talk to nite.. we really havent talked since we broke up.. i hope things go good tonite.. im not looking to get back togeather with her.. but she was my best friend.. and i miss having her as that.. the whole time we were togeather she wasnt only my girlfriend.. she was my best friend.. and i know its not easy for her.. or easy for me.. but i think we'll be able to get through this and still be friends..

well.. my "girl-friend" came back to school finally.. she went to close up last week.. and had the flu this week.. hopefully we can hang out.. but not too soon.. i dont want to catch the flu..

well im out.. halla

brandonadams @ 2005-01-26T16:15:00

2005-01-26T22:19:45Z

today was interesting.. went hang out with char.. go look at her entry from today and she has some good pictures and stuff.. it was fun..

first parade is friday.. yay.. yea.. definately gunna start drinkin around.. on my way home from school.. lol.. beer in the icechest in my car.. waiting.. hopefully i dont see some guy i dont wanna.. some guy named taylor from texas i really dont like him cuz hes a cuntbag and i hope i dont see him cuz i know i'll end up hitting him..

as far as the rest of my weekend i really have nothing to do.. anyone wishing to hang out give me a call.. maybe i can pencil you in.. i been real bored lately.. so if your a female and have no life like me.. lets do it..

well im about to ride on down to toms house and were gunna jam for a little bit.. get nice and sweaty.. haha..

-b-gizz

brandonadams @ 2005-01-23T19:53:00

2005-01-24T02:01:36Z

as far as me and dre.. yea its hard.. i cant express how bad this makes me feel.. or how much of an asshole i feel like.. all i can say is sorry.. and i wish it was easier.. break ups happen to everyone.. weather your boyfriend or girlfriend cheats on you.. or you're seperated by death.. there no way to get around it.. our time came sooner than others. but thats just something we need to learn how to deal with..im sorry for everything..

as far as my weekend goes... it went pretty much as planned.. friday nite i went to jeans.. we went to beau's.. chilled.. drank a little bit..

saturday me and dover went to nawlands.. went to hooters.. rode around.. showed off my car.. haha.. went to the car show at the dome. it was fun.. me and ross had a nice bonding experience.. considering he shat his pants cuz we got home in like 20 minutes.. haha..

today i woke up.. me and ross chilled. philip came over.. then we went spend the rest of the day at toms.. played music.. it was fun..

god.. friggen idiot.

brandonadams @ 2005-01-20T20:04:00

2005-01-21T02:20:17Z

well i guess its time for an update.. not alots been goin on lately.. just been hangin out.. me and philip been hangin out alot.. today i brought my set to toms house and we jammed for a little bit.. it was fun.. but then again i suck at drums compared to how talented tom and phil are.. but then again i suck period.. so whats left to say.. lol.. its a new style of music i never played before but its fun.. i like it.. its more or less just fun music. that the girls will all like.. but that shouldnt matter to me. im just a drummer.. the singer/guitar players always the one who gets the women.. so it looks like the women will be sworming to toms cock from now on.. wait.. n/m.. they alredy were..

alots been going on lately.. music is coming back into my life.. the whole me and andrea thing (which is so hard for me), football started up so im constantly sore.. i was looking foward to a weekend to relax and kick back but it doesnt look like thats gunna happen..

friday im going to new orleans to some awards banquet for the all district/all state swimmers.. free food.. its cool.. me and like.. a a few other people from terrebonne are going.. no bigge..

and saturday.. what a day its gunna be.. WORLD OF WHEELS is back at the dome again.. so saturday around 6 me and a large gang of cars will be rolling out down to new orleans for the second nite in a row.. man.. im becoming quite the city boy.. when i get back around.. 10-11.. i'll be meeting up with all my friends who are going to winter formal.. were going to nick's camp.. i think.. and if you havent been to nicks camp.. your missin out.. for me.. its this constant party.. maybe thats because everytime i go over there.. i dont go to sleep untill 4-5-6 or 7 in the mornin.. i love my boys..

well i'll update saying how my weekend went later on..

untill then.. stay classy san diego..

-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-19T22:50:00

2005-01-20T04:52:34Z

too much pressure.. too many variables.. too much can go wrong.. yet.. so much can go rite.. is it worth the risk.. am i going to make vournable..(sp?)

brandonadams @ 2005-01-17T21:44:00

2005-01-18T03:49:54Z

well maybe i lied.. everythings cool between me dre and char..

i just want everyone to know that dre didnt cheat on me.. i made a big deal out of somethin that wasnt a big deal.. im sorry dre..

i wanna thank someone who helped me fix this even tho i hated her.. thanks char.. you were there for me when i thought no one was..

well i have nothing exciting to post about today because i was depressed about the andrea thing all day.. so my highlight of the day is when i talked to her and we made up.. but were not dating.. we decided to stay friends..

well untill next time...

-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-17T01:33:00

2005-01-17T07:37:40Z

well this is probably gunna be my last journal entry.. im trying to get rid of everything that has any ties with dre still.. yea.. well if you dont know ask her.. cuz i dont want to talk about it.. all i can say is im really really disapointed.. i was planning to stay with her for a long time.. but i guess she had different plans..

as far as your friends who betray you.. im talking about char.. i cant believe you'd do somethin so gay.. so fuck you.. like. honestly.. i cant believe you..

well to all the cool people who are left and read my journal.. if there's any.. this is my last entry.. so bye..

it all come back to you in the end...

no matter what she said.. her reputation is still the same..

-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-16T14:29:00

2005-01-16T20:40:54Z

well lets just say the past few days have been interesting.. friday nite we just hung out at this girl katies house.. and she gave me a case of beer.. and then a few people came sit around the fire in my back yard and bullshitt'd.. drank a few beers the usual.. i didnt wanna get to fucked up because saturday mornin me and philip left for lafayette..

i went up there to hang out with my brother.. it took us an hour.. and hour and a half to get there.. thatz sorta long for me cuz i had the blue beast following me.. lol.. well we got up there and i couldnt find my brother.. i was like ah man.. so i called his work. he wasnt there. he wasnt at his girlfriends house.. so i just chilled with his frat brothers.. i ended up seeing him later that afternoon.. around 3 i geuss.. hung out for a while.. and then went to philips grandpa's.. where we had some fun with a boom-a-rang.. (sp?) well i went back to nicks and my friend jenna was gunna come pick me up and we were gunna go to this party in oppalousas (again.. sp?).. well i found out andrea ex boyfriend eric who i really just dont like was going.. and i didnt wanna fight him.. well no.. i did want to fight him.. but i know andrea would have killed me so me and jenna and a few of her friends went watch a band called greylime play.. they were really good.. supprised me.. they sounded like my old band.. a sorta (senses fail) style we tried to go after.. well after that.. i got back to the frat house.. and by this time i was completely hammered.. and i think talked to philip .. i called andrea and we talked for a while.. and then i played bae-ru the rest of the nite.. bae-ru is beer pong.. its fun.. i met up with one of dre's old friends, megan, and we talked for a while.. about shit...

i left early this morning.. but i had a dead phone so i didnt get to call no one and tell them i was on my way home..

tonite we will party.. we are celebrating the death of a black man.. i was thinking if we got a day off of school for every black person that was murdered.. we'd never have to go to school.. and its not the white man killing anymore.. its black on black crime.. they dont even wanna mess with us no more..

well im goin shower..

halla,
-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-14T17:05:00

2005-01-14T23:05:48Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we'll remain friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you have sex with me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

uh oh...

2005-01-13T19:57:20Z

wellll... this morning i got woken up by andrea.. 7:30 telling me hey and stuff cuz i didnt have school today.. then she called me a few more times after that and she said she was skipping school and stuff.. and i didnt think much of it.. so i went back to sleep when all of a sudden.. boom boom boom.. andrea and char came knocking on my front do so ya know i let them in.. i was nasty so they fooled around in my room.. dre made my bed.. cleaned up my room and what not.. so all was good and well.. we watched a few movies.. did some... well stuff.. then we decided to go get some food.. rite before we got into my drive way.. "ring ring"... guess who it wassss... andrea mom called her about 13 times.. andrea was freaking out.. of course.. and we spent like 10 minutes tryin to come up with an excuse.. well nothing came up.. and then mrs christine called again while char was lookin out the window.. char said.. "hey dre, is she calling from her cell phone.." next think i knew mrs christine was bompin the horn in my driveway.. i was goin out to talk to her.. maybe calm her down a tad.. and she just pointed inside and she wanted dre.. what can i say.. i let her have it.. dre was about shittin on herself.. like the rest of us would have been.. so she left.. left her purse.. her phone.. her cigs.. it was crazie... needless to say.. dre's gettin slammed.. sry dre.. hope all goes well..

well besides that me and philip are chillin.. hes playin guitar.. were about to go to the dentist and then head on over to dodge.. to get them to check the seals on his door..

all the me and dre stuff is over.. no more drama.. or stress.. none of that shit.. yay..

-brandon

frustrating day!

2005-01-13T04:26:02Z

well its about 10 o'clock.. i just got home from philips.. i got there.. around 2:30 and we started building a box for his subs.. wow.. what an interesting afternoon.. it started off fine.. and ended fine.. just took forever.. maybe because we had some visitors and i was on the phone with dre for a while.. but i'll tell you about that later.. hal came see us with his little brother.. that was interesting.. but then again.. when is it never not interesting when hal is around.. ryan brown came over to offer his help.. but didnt do much cuz we were basically done.. but thanks anyways for the help.. ive had a headache since like.. lunchtime and i had exams today... then me and dres little "quarrel".. too much stress for me.. anyone who knows me knows how drama/stress free i am.. but today must have been an exception..

recently i did something veeeerrry stupid.. and it seems like as much as i try to make excuses for them, i just dig myself deeper and deeper.. i have no excuse.. i lied to my girlfriend.. isnt the biggest thing in a relationship trust.. well its not like i lied to her about something big.. i just lied to her about a grade i made on an exam.. but as little as that is.. its still lieing.. the more we talked.. the more and more i felt like shit and actually realized how much of an ass i was.. even tho its not that big of a deal.. i lied about the smallest thing that really wouldnt have made that big of a difference.. but since i chose to lie, its a kazillion times worse.. from dre's point of veiw.. if i can lie about something like this and thing that she wont find out, whats to say i wont lie about something big.. and just think she wont find out.. a little of it i think was just spur of the moment over-reaction, but again alot she said made since and wasnt an over-reaction.. sry dre.. i love you..

tomorrow me and phil are going to visit our buddie shane at houma christian cuz terrebonne doesnt have school.. friday we want to go to vandy for lunch and see everyone.. but im not sure if my girlfriend would want me to go.. so that matters under discussion... if she doesnt care.. i'll go..

well im goin take 100000000 advil.. and pass out on my bed.. later guys..

-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-11T16:46:00

2005-01-11T22:58:09Z

wow.. interesting day so far.. made some decent grades on my exams today.. hopefully made my dre happy..

me and dre have been good lately.. ive recently came to realize how much she means to me.. when shes happy. im happy. when shes upset.. im upset... when shes pissed off.. im pissed off.. its not everyday that you find someone you can see yourself with down the road.. i know i've never had a serious girlfriend that ive been with for more than a month besides dre.. i dont know what i'd do if i was to loose her.. were so connected at the hip rite now its crazie.. but i like it.. i like having a girlfriend that when people see her they ask where i am.. up untill now i've loved her. but i was always cautious not to get too too close.. because if anyone knows me and dre.. you'd know how on and off we are... but not this time.. im not going anywhere.. and hopefully she isnt either.. i love this girl..

well besides the massive ammount of studying i've done today.. im goin eat at cuco's with ben, and then i think im goin with him to the basketball game so he can watch kristin cheer.. woo hoo.. j.j. shes cool.. altho we have our ups and downs...

thanks char for always being rite there to talk to ..
if it wernt for you.. i'd prolly have to find one of those weird old guys that are always on the internet that you find if children's chat rooms..

-brandon

brandonadams @ 2005-01-10T21:25:00

2005-01-11T03:37:06Z

altho i enjoy the comments people leave me saying how hot i am... dont leave them unless you let me know who you are... i know im hot and all.. but you dont want to make my head any bigger than it alredy is.. for all i know your some horny guy sittin on his ass in his underwear with a bowl of macaroni.. or some incredibly gay guy who wishes to get in my pants.. sorry.. no im not gay.. nor do i like gay people.. unless your a lesbian.. so if your a lesbian and your reading this.. well leave me a comment cuz thats kinda hott..

anyways.. EXAM WEEK... OHHHHHHHH no.. its not so bad.. except for the fact that my girlfriend is being anal about it.. i sware im married.. she made me study.. and i actually do.. gotta love that girl..

besides the massive study attack.. me and philip cut some wood to day and shit to make him a new box for his subs.. its gunna help alot hopefully.. i hope it doesnt end up sounding like shit.. the best part is playing in all the dust from when you cut the boards.. and i get to play with powertools.. cuz me and gangsta gray are so manly.. well i think me and philip are becoming better friends.. hes prety cool.. and he plays guitar good... so maybe it'll rub off on me.. or maybe i'll just stick to drums.. lol..

halla at ya boy..
-alcoholic adams..

loooooooooong day

2005-01-10T04:01:56Z

woke up to ross snoring.. pissed me off.. couldnt go back to sleep.. so i got up.. we hung out.. ben came over.. we watched dodgeball.. great movie.. i got a call around 2 from a friend tellin me to go over to gators.. they had a crank it up audio/car show.. so, of course me and my "ugly car" went on down there to check it out.. when i left there.. i went to matts where we went fish in his back yard.. i didnt catch any fish.. but i had fun playing with the ones everyone else cought and reciting lines to napoleon dynamite.. *heck yes*..

i went to bens.. and me and ross rode the mule.. i got ross wet.. he cried.. so we stopped.. then i came home to an empty house.. and waited.. and waited.. and waited.. i was fucking hungry.. so i caled my mom.. she was at my aunts eating.. didnt bother to call me.. so then i made some deer burgers.. hmmm.. yum.. i was goin to see dre.. but im too tired.. if she really wanted to see me.. she woulda came over here.. but she's proly tired too..

if you didnt see the extra features on napoleon dynamite.. go watch them... there halarious..

winter formal for vandy is comin up.. no ones going supposidly.. but ya know what.. phil geezy's gunna be there.. so ya know what.. its gunna get crunk wodie.. crunk juice will be flowing.. lol.. i appologize in advance dre.. hey dre you want me to drive my car?.. hahah